Now, I really face a dilema. A scared about my future. I am very scared whether I can grow up and sustain in this world. Many enemies, many threats in front of me. I am worry about that. Perhaps, this is just worried more myself, but I don't know. Have been six semesters I passed but I guess I don't do nothing. As like 3 years in my campus, I just a nothing. Everytime I see many people can make a achievment, change, get scholarship, and do any opportunities, I more feel not confidence. How about me? There is no achievment or something to proud of me. I ask myself and I found that yeah I am really something. Well, maybe every person ever feel about that but it's not a wrong. Because we're human so don't worry about that. A human can happy, scared, worried, or sad. So if you wanna cry, just cry. Even, a strong human definetly ever cry and one more time it's not wrong. As like now, I want cry, but my tears can't appear. I cry in my heart. My tears shy more.
Honestly, I am worry when I pass graduated, about one year again. Many people say that working more killer than student time. Can I adaptate with my partner or my boss? Can I do in underpressure? Or can I get a job? Gee, think about that can make me getting a headache. It not good with my healty. So, I just write in my blog and hope get rid of my sadness and worried it. Don't ilfeel with me :v
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